Help!?

Can you guys please help? Comment,please.
I don't know. I'm just totally lost right now. If I was an emotional jerk, I would say this...
"I need someone to think of. To know. To help me... I need my other half of my soul."
I have these dudes that I think are nice, polite... etc.... But they're not cute or anything.
It's just. Sad. I'm so troubled. Sigh. I can't believe I'm crying :(
Taken from Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer:

And, as the anger began to fade, I felt something else. It took me a minute to recognize why I was staring down again, the blush returning-why my stomach felt uneasy,, why there was too much moisture in my eyes, why I suddenly wanted to run from the room. Rejection washed through me, instinctive and strong.

Yeah, life sucks.

Jesse McCartney?

Remember him? Hmm? That guy that sang "Beautiful Soul." Yeah, that guy. This guy..

Yeah. I remember him.. Whoo! That's a long time, dudes. He's not really famous anymore. Well, to us he isn't. I don't know about you, but he seemed to have disappear. Of course, we still remember him, but he ain't real famous anymore. And catch this. He was Jojo in Horton Hears A Who! Like Nathan would say... "Harsh, dude." Yeah. Harsh. He was also Theodore in Alvin and the Chipmunks. WOW-Y! No offense, Jesse, but dude... what's gotten into you? Check this out! I'll be back to tell ya more, K, peeps?

~Twilite 11 Peace out!

Okk... then...

Just to clarify everything.. my virtual name is...........
TWILITE11. ahahaha
Twilight is a rocking series for young adults... haha I'm still 10 (turning 11 on the 24th! yeah!) so i might be a bit too young to read it... oh yeah, I love Alice! She rocks.. dudes!
I finished Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, and I read some of Midnight Sun on SM*'s website(find her website here.) OK. Oh yeah, SSAT SUCKS! yeah.. my moms distracted for now.... can play for five more minutes? hopefully.
*cough cough* i'm sick :P okkk wwait... brb
I'm back *cough* ahhem... someones spamming on msn (ahhem Jonathan...)--he's like 15 but hes soooooo majorly pesty... what a spaammer...
AHH! I'm using terrible short forms, being off topic... Sigh, sigh, sigh. What happened to the old, ON-TOPIC Twilite11? Huh?? Who's she again? I forgot O.o. EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW! My cuzzin farted on my flute!!!!!! (Oh yeah, its the cousin Dixonn... Major pest alert!) He's 13. And a major pest!
EEWW. how many beans did he eat?
Aw.... Soo grossed out :(
Peace out dudes!
Off Topic Twilite11

SM= Stephenie Meyer

...Update?...

I haven't wrote for a while :o
You must be shocked... lol.
I have to study for my dumb SSAT (secondary school admission test)... and Tiff's done. Lucky her... good luck 4 yur score, Tiffany!
I dont think anybody reads this... so...
if you do, leave a comment! Yeah. That might influence me to write more? Who knows ^_^
My heart♥ feels empty. Like someone just slipped out of it. Yeah, someone did. Pooor heart♥.
Wahaaha.. :'( I"m crying...